My headspace is perfect no matter what

You get to build your perfect space for reading and writing. What’s it like?

It already exists, my perfect space for reading and writing is wherever I happen to be.

Because, whether I feel like myself

Or like a totally different person.

Whether I’m angry,

And upset,

Insecure,

And unable to go on…

Or when I’m joyful,

Happy,

Secure,

And free to be myself.

The constant is the fact that I’m in my headspace.

In my head, I’m at home.

In my head, I am only myself.

It’s normal for me to be myself,

But only in my head.

In my head, my realities are completely fine,

Normative,

And don’t need to change.

Even with pressure from the world to change,

Pressure from the world to improve,

And pressure from the world to increase my insecurities,

My mind never falters from the goal of becoming more of myself every single day.

And, one day, I can externalize my headspace,

My world,

Into this one.

One day, it’s those of us who are misunderstood,

Have no true home,

And live in our heads,

Whose perspectives will be valued.

No one owes me their time,

Energy,

Or understanding.

But I am still human,

Yearning for connection,

And willing to share my perspective

With whoever accepts it.

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