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  • I feel invisible, so I want the world to have more empathy.

    I feel invisible, so I want the world to have more empathy.

    I now realize that I was forced to become an introvert.  It genuinely wasn’t a choice that I made, it was just who I am and have always been. I can’t exactly change it in any way, exactly in the same light that I will never stop being disabled, queer, nonbinary, or Filipino. Read more

  • I can talk about my trauma now, so I will. Part 3.

    So, in two of my past posts, I wrote about my trauma. So, recap and a few details that I left out, but in outline format: My conclusion All I know is that I am, ultimately, happy that I did not unalive myself when things got rough. I came very close during the days after my family… Read more

  • I can talk about my trauma now, so here it is. Part 2.

    In my last post, I wrote about the trauma that I experienced from my father, as well as a bit of context for why generational trauma has been passed down through my lineage. Bullying and having zero social life. That said, a lot more of the trauma that I hold on to is thanks to… Read more

  • I can talk my trauma, so here it is. Part 1.

    I am the child of FIlipino immigrants and I grew up in my parents’ store, one of the first Filipino grocery store chains in Texas, helping around to the best of my ability from the ages of 4 (no I didn’t actually do any work when I was 4) to 14, when my parents lost… Read more

  • I relive the past every single day: CPTSD, anxiety, and PD-NOS

    I relive the past every single day: CPTSD, anxiety, and PD-NOS

    What’s it like to have CPTSD and a personality disorder? For me, the past is where my mind lies all the time and, just like many others, the past gives me perspective into what I want to do with my future. Read more

  • If others believed in me, I’d probably rule the world

    If others believed in me, I’d probably rule the world

    If I had compassion from others in the past, I’d probably rule the world because what has always motivated me was people. The problem is that, because I’m neurodivergent, I’m constantly underestimated. People don’t realize what I’m capable of. Read more

About Fornesus

Buenas at Kumusta everyone, I’m Chris, also known online as “Fornesus”, and here, I give my musings, thoughts, and rambles.

Sometimes, I will write about my own experiences, at other times, about my perspective, and on others, something totally random.

In any case, I will write, and keep writing.

I have managed and created several blogs over the years, but I have chosen to focus on this one for my general purpose writing, while my Art Blog and Chris City blogs are mainly for my budding art and design career ambitions.

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