fornesus
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Loneliness is political. Solitude is a luxurious choice.
Loneliness has been considered a bad thing for a while. Of course, there is scientific data to prove just that. Loneliness is considered to be just as deadly as being… Read more.
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A long life might be torture, at least from my perspective
I would much rather live a life well-lived, rather than this security blanket of safety that I currently have no choice but to stick to. I was a sheltered kid… Read more.
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I refuse to reduce my clutter, here’s why…
I literally have ADHD and cleaning up disorients my OCD. That’s it, that’s literally all it is. I have pretty much stopped reducing physical clutter because it just does not… Read more.
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I feel invisible, so I want the world to have more empathy.
I now realize that I was forced to become an introvert. It genuinely wasn’t a choice that I made, it was just who I am and have always been. I can’t… Read more.
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I can talk about my trauma now, so I will. Part 3.
So, in two of my past posts, I wrote about my trauma. So, recap and a few details that I left out, but in outline format: My conclusion All I know… Read more.
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I can talk about my trauma now, so here it is. Part 2.
In my last post, I wrote about the trauma that I experienced from my father, as well as a bit of context for why generational trauma has been passed down… Read more.
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I can talk my trauma, so here it is. Part 1.
I am the child of FIlipino immigrants and I grew up in my parents’ store, one of the first Filipino grocery store chains in Texas, helping around to the best… Read more.
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I relive the past every single day: CPTSD, anxiety, and PD-NOS
What’s it like to have CPTSD and a personality disorder? For me, the past is where my mind lies all the time and, just like many others, the past gives… Read more.
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The challenges of a neurodivergent/disabled perfectionist, and why they exist to begin with.
I am a perfectionist, and I have OCD and ADHD. I’m also autistic. By default, I have to play by society’s rules just to function – we all do. But… Read more.
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If others believed in me, I’d probably rule the world
If I had compassion from others in the past, I’d probably rule the world because what has always motivated me was people. The problem is that, because I’m neurodivergent, I’m… Read more.
Fornesus, the Observer 