Only Me
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Things I left unsaid
My nerves debilitate me, causing me to constantly think, think, and think. So many things, left unsaid. So many feelings, emotions left to wither away. Too nervous to say anything,… Read more.
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Life after layoff: worrying is my biggest time waster
How do you waste the most time every day? Obviously it’s justified, given the imminent onset of WWIII, my recent layoff, and financial and life instability in general. But, still,… Read more.
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Redefining identity (because who are we?)
NOTE: My posts are a mental roller-coaster ride, be prepared for this. Who I am is who I was meant to be Despite my resistance. Who I will become can… Read more.
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Why I’m back to school at 30, and might quit my job
I’m 31 now, but last semester was my first semester of college since I graduated with my Bachelor’s degree in 2018 from the University of Houston, and I was 30… Read more.
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Freedom from expectations
This 2025, I wish for freedom from expectations, those from others and myself. This 2025, I wish to just be myself, to just exist without worrying about what others think.… Read more.
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2024: My year of deeply reflecting on myself (and unlearning myself to grow)
NOTE: I found this in my drafts and decided to finish it as it has been one hell of a year. February 2024 I have spent far too much time… Read more.
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Do we actually live this long?
I don’t know if I’m going to reach 100 years old, but if I do, this is what I would tell myself, and ask myself. Read more.
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Dream jobs aren’t real, at least not to me.
It is pointless to have a dream job when you aren’t happy with the way that work is structured in the first place. This applies, at least, to me. Because,… Read more.
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Loneliness is political. Solitude is a luxurious choice.
Loneliness has been considered a bad thing for a while. Of course, there is scientific data to prove just that. Loneliness is considered to be just as deadly as being… Read more.
Fornesus, the Observer 